Is this a rhetorical question, Beautiful? 1. You can't be without someone, so you are sticking with the "beloved-ed" (past tense) until you meet someone way better. And when you do, and you're already in good terms with the new apple of our eye, you will be dumping yesterday's news for the unnecessary baggage that he is. 2. You love the hurt. If this is the case, you can either find yourself a support group, or get a shoulder-to-shoulder chest tattoo. 3. Maybe you're hoping to re-animate the corpse of what made you two a couple in the beginning. And if it does, what then? How do you kill the undead if it comes to that? Take a deep breath, and shoot it clean in the head. Muahness from Pasig Cirehhh!